Pray for Justin~Day #5~

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I feel like a deflated balloon!
God please help~

It is 5:44 in the morning, I have been up for hours. The wind is blowing in small gusts outside and I can hear the rain hitting my window.
But we have a wood fire going, the house is warm, peaceful and quiet....I am thankful.

Yesterday Justin came home to see the deer Tim had shot earlier in the day, Justin looked so tired, and his skin color seemed gray. He had gone back to work for a half day, (if he does not work, he does not get paid. They have no "sick leave" benefits where he works). When you are just "starting out" in life it can be tough. I think he is concerned about paying rent, car payments, student loan payments, insurances, etc.
We will get the results from the biopsy on Monday at 10:00~we will find out what kind of lymphoma he has, and schedule a bone marrow biopsy, (to find out if the cancer has gone into his bones....).

WHAT A NIGHTMARE!

SACRED HEART OF JESUS, have Mercy on Justin.

Tim hurt his back, so I will have to fill up our large wood holder today, there are carrots and leeks still in the garden that need to be picked, I plan on going to morning Mass this morning, (I have the day off from school because of Veterans Day). I also want to go to WalMart to buy Justin some "Ensure" vitamin & protein drinks, and snack bars. We need to bulk up his weight. He can not fight this  battle well if he is already depleted and he is!
But most of all I want to spend time at the Adoration Chapel. 
I will pray for this whole situation, and you~ Blessings.
P.S. I have been saying
the emergency novena, say it 9 times in a row when you feel in crisis:

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thine intercession was left unaided.

Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my mother; to thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy hear and answer me.

Amen.

+JMJ+
~Tina